We had the good fortune of connecting with Maegan Gonzales and we’ve shared our conversation below.
Hi Maegan, what’s the most important thing you’ve done for your children?
This is a good and a tough question; I think allowing my children to witness me live a creative life will be the most important thing I’ll have done as a parent with the largest impact. Neither are an easy commitment – the creative life or parenting life, but for me anyway, my creative life is absolutely necessary in order to sustain my parenting life and whether my children ever understand that is not the point but them witnessing it – that’s going to do the biggest something, I think.
Can you open up a bit about your work and career? We’re big fans and we’d love for our community to learn more about your work.
I’m a poet, visual artist, educator, and yoga instructor. You’d think after years working towards Liberal Arts degrees that I would at least be able to do one thing, but I wear many hats because I do a lot of things and I create from a lot of different emotional places. Mostly, I have an ongoing love affair with language – strife included. Lately, I write poetry often inspired by my personal, observable natural world and create playful pieces of small scale art that blend words and visual elements, sometimes wearable art featuring hand-stitched phrases like “okay human” or large-scale abstract paintings that are anything but quiet, I think. I consider myself lucky to have a variety of outlets to – if I’m being totally honest – cope with whatever it is I’m coping with in this life through my creativity. I used to think about it a lot – what I was coping with, but I don’t as much anymore. Getting to this place was not easy. I’ve had to listen to myself a lot, and that’s hard when everything outside of you gets loud. I had kids young. For a long time, it has felt like just surviving – lately not as much, but it’s hard to shift out of that.
When I was in undergrad, broke, and my daughter came home with one of those little Mother’s Day fill-in-the-blank things the kids make in Elementary school; it asked something like what does your mom do? My mom’s a “painter,” she wrote. Of course, it was asking about my job or something like that, and I was a waitress at the time, but my girl saw me. When I wasn’t letting anyone else see me; she saw me. That’s powerful. That’ll change your whole world. And it did mine. Sure, I’m not selling paintings for thousands of
dollars and hardly anyone probably reads my poems, but I chased after art when my kid came home with that. I chased after who I was for the first time ever. I knew I had to study art, really dive into this thing about myself and just learn through it, you know? So I did. Then I started writing poetry again. All these things I used to do when I was little, having my two little kids around me – it’s like they could bring out the kid in me and that healed so much. I probably could’ve been, can be a better parent in a lot of ways but being able to love in this pure way that releases these child-like states of being in you – that’s healing, that’s important. So yea, I started writing poetry again and I applied to grad school on a whim, got in. I’m teaching college most of the year, teaching high school kids in the summer, moving my body and sharing yoga under an old oak tree, creating art, able to take care of my family. I like the diligent practice of it all – the domestic that surrounds the swirling. A lot. I’m proud of the home I’ve made while wholeheartedly moving towards what would sustain my creative life.
If you had a friend visiting you, what are some of the local spots you’d want to take them around to?
I’d drive you to the Civic Center downtown to walk along the boardwalk, feed the ducks in Lake Charles, and sit in the old graveyard close by. There is a great spot downtown called Stellar Beans to get coffee and small sandwiches then I’d drive us out of the city along Common Street until it becomes Gulf Hwy until it turns off toward the Wildlife Refuge and you can drive along the coastline and stop off at the beach before heading back or keep going to stop of the side of the road to pet horses and take a short ferry ride to the other side and drive the long way home. I think some of the most interesting things to do in southwest Louisiana involve being outside and probably eating.
Who else deserves some credit and recognition?
I’m so grateful for my creative communities. I’m grateful for those that I met during my time in college, both undergrad and graduate school. Some of those peers and mentors, I am grateful to call some my closest friends and they’re still a part of my creative community now – voices of encouragement and critique that I trust and often listen to. I have a handful of friends that I’ve known for much of my adult life, some almost half my life now that support my creativity and straight up weirdness in a non-academic informed, life-based love and experience that is liberating and has been so important to my creative emergence and embodiment entirely. I am so grateful for them. I’m grateful for the yoga community I’ve created under an old oak tree and all the energy we‘re able to swirl up together on some lucky Saturdays because moving my body has saved me and it’s so humbling – every time – to offer that being in the body for just a bit to others. I’m grateful for my children because they inspire more of my life, accomplishments, and voice than I’ll ever fully know or understand in this life.
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