Pivot or Persevere?

To pivot or to persevere? Or more bluntly – to give up or to not to give up? This is a haunting question, a question that has ramifications far after an answer has been chosen and it’s also a question that almost everyone in our community has had to face at one time or another. How do you know when to give up and when to keep trying?
As a full time artist I don’t think I will ever give up on making art. I may at some point give up on making art as a career, and my hope is that it will be an easy decision. I left my job in the non profit sector in December 2017 to pursue art full time. I had a lot of conversations with friends, family, my partner, and the company I was leaving, before making the dive. I also did a ton of research on what it would take, and what it really meant to be a full-time artist. In one blog post I came across the advice that it takes at least five years to establish yourself as an artist in the world. Anytime I feel disheartened I remember that I am still in the establishing phase of my career, and I promised not to give up before I hit that five year benchmark. So in December 2022 I will sit down to assess if it is valuable to keep going or not. I think setting hard deadlines or creating a quantifiable plan is a necessity when striking out into new territory as an entrepreneur or self-employed business owner. This helps me know where I stand on the continuum of keep going or give up. Read more>>
To keep going or to give up is a difficult question on it’s own and coupled with knowing which path to pursue creates a whole other monster. I think if the underlying foundational passion is still bellowing beneath your decision to create, the answer will always be to keep going, especially in the hard times of uncertainty that creep in on us. That uncertainty has tested my passion and desire to continue pursuing the hard path of moving past the thought of failure, but I keep going despite my own doubts because I love what I do. That sense of knowing to continue comes from a deep fire within that ignited the decision in the first place. It’s human nature to test ourselves and doubt ourselves every once in awhile but we persevere through our sheer dedication to our craft and allow all the other noise to fall by the wayside. Read more>>
Representing victims of sexual assault within the parameters of our criminal justice system is often daunting and frustrating. Many days I feel like I’m fighting with someone or for something on behalf of victims; or in the pursuit to maintain a seat at the table and validate my profession. So how do I know whether to keep going or give up? I know to keep going because the struggles victims face and therefore the challenges I face advocating for them continue to remind me of the need for victim advocacy and victim representation. The challenges show me that the work is important and that we still have a long way to go societally and within our systems in the way we treat victims. Read more>>
It’s kind of like trying to answer “When do you know a painting is finished”? Let’s start with a smaller answer in terms of how to know when I need to give up (or keep going) on a piece of Art that I’m working on….A lot of times, especially on bigger canvases/projects I will run out of steam about halfway through the piece. It’ll stay in the studio in a spot where I see it every time I walk in. If I can see it and continue to think “hm, I should add ____ here or there” then I know it’s a salvageable project. On the projects that get scraped I can usually tell pretty quickly if it’s time to give it up. For instance, sometimes I can see a piece about two days in and start to critique it in terms of how it would look a bit more effective if I redid it. If the revamped vision can be reworked from what I started with, so be it. Other times its just a lesson learned. In terms of Art as a chronic process I think sometimes breaks in creation are needed to refuel and relearn how to love the process and also reevaluate WHY I’m making Art. Read more>>
The question that we all sit with as creatives, leaders, and business owners. The truth is, there is not a one size fits all answer to this question. To each individual, it lies inside of their purpose and their light. What is driving you to do what you are doing? Is it money, is it passion, is it fear? What are the stakes of giving up? It takes real courage and self-searching to look inside yourself and examine what you feel to be your purpose and light to be. This is step one. Determining what deep inside ignites your soul. It is the examining of what gifts you have to offer to this world, and to yourself. I close my eyes and envision myself in a circle. My soul at the center, but my light and purpose spills out of me to runneth over into spokes coming out of my center. This creates the beginnings of a wheel. Eventually, all my spokes will fill to complete a functioning wheel. Read more>>